I'll Die For You [Discontinued]

kaulitzsgirl wrote:

it's not a pretty sight imagining the real me in tt sit. ...trust me..
thank u for reading though.

what?

what- what?

kaulitzsgirl wrote:

what- what?

lool forget it hahas what i mean is plssssssssss moreee ssssooooonnnnnn xxxx hugz

probably on monday...i am not too sure about tomorrow.

Sry for not commenting on the other chappie =[

But i just caught up with the last couple of chappies

As always they're great and very emotional ='[ my favourite type of fan fics

Ok i know this might seem crazy but i just feel like hugging Alex *huggz*

I hope Bill will help Alex and she'll be soon Ok ='[

more when you can =] and keep up your great work =]

Title: I'll Die For You
Part: 8
Characters: Bill
Dedication: KIM, RACHEL, SARAH, SVETY, LUANA, BILL and TOM KAULITZ
Notes: its kinda short....and i hope you like it.


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Bill's *POV*
My mind went blank when I saw her unconscious, and senses came back only with the realization that if I didn’t do something soon, she could die. Bending down, I tried to check if her heart was beating at all. I felt irregular breath touching my face as I touched her neck for her pulse.
I found a black scarf lying in the corner of the bed and taking it, I tied it around her wound to stop the bleeding.

“Please stay with me Alex” I begged softly and picked her up in my arms. Since I didn’t have my car, I had no choice but to take her mothers car. I gently put her down in the back eat and drove at top speed to the hospital. From there the doctors took on, assuring me that she would be alright.

I had quite forgotten that Tom and Kim were waiting at the mall since they no clue to any of this happening and just as this thought occurred in my mind Tom called

“Where the hell are you two?” he demanded. I asked him to reach the hospital as soon as possible and minutes later I saw them, demanding me to give them each and every detail of what took place.

Kim gasped when I took Celina’s name and cussed when I took Frank's, mumbling things under her breath. It made me even more curious to know who these characters were.

“Did you tell Mrs. Williams about all this?” Tom asked. I hook my head. I hardly had any brains left to decide anything. Kim took complete charge and called up Alex’s mother.

“Don’t worry, she’ll be alright, we’re al here” she said before hanging up

“Who is this Frank guy?” I finally questioned sitting down in the restroom, staring at Kim, refusing to look anywhere else until she gave me an answer.

“Bill, if I could I would’ve answered you, but its better if Alex herself answers your questions.”

I saw Mrs. Williams approach us from the opposite end, her eyes red from crying, but she didn’t seem too shocked. Somehow it felt like she was expecting it.

“You children should go home, I’ll stay with Alex” she said.

“No Mrs. Williams, you shouldn’t worry about us. Our parents aren’t here anyway, so we have no problem staying here. You should instead go home and rest.” Tom replied

“Oh no I couldn’t go home, not after what Alex-“

“It was coming, you knew it” Kim cut in, a tear falling from her eyes. Alex’s mother rushed to her.

“I was Kim, I had been expecting this ever since Frank's death.” She said, wiping Kim's tears.
“Mrs. Williams, why don’t you and Kim go home, I’ll stay with Alex here, I don’t have any problems.” I offered. Tom gave me a silent smile. I knew he understood why I wanted to stay with her. He nodded at me and gave me the keys to his Cadillac.

“Are you sure son?” her mother asked

“I am”

“Is it okay if I stay in your house tonight, because, I don’t want to be at home all alone” Tom said, innocently. Soon they all left, with Mrs. Williams agreeing to keep both Kim and Tom at her house for the night, leaving me alone to sit outside her room, waiting to be allowed in to see her.

“She is fine, but resting, you may go in Mr. Kaulitz” the nurse said sweetly.

I went in as quietly as possible, and sat on her bedside. She looked so pale, yet beautiful. I took her hand into mine. What is it about you that makes me want to love you Alex? Why do I feel like I’ve known you forever? Why do your eyes hold my attention so much? I wanted to know all of that, but I knew it wasn’t the best time to ask all that aloud.

She frowned a little and tightened her grip on my hand, while I stroked her hair gently. Her body stiffened immediately, but her eyes remained close.

“Frank” she gasped

Her face was full of pain. My hands gently touched her soft face, trying to ease the frown, that didn’t suit her at all. She smiled suddenly, deep in sleep, putting a smile on my face too. But gradually sleep took over, and I didn’t know where all the hours went.

omg u made me wanna cry

wen u have time make more pls

Aaaa she smiled =]

“Is it okay if I stay in your house tonight, because, I don’t want to be at home all alone” Tom said, innocently.XD or you wanna sleep next to Kim? XD

More when you can =]

nice moree please

omggggggggg plsssssssssssss moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee i'm begging this is official the best fan fiction i've ever read!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Luanagk wrote:

Aaaa she smiled =]

“Is it okay if I stay in your house tonight, because, I don’t want to be at home all alone” Tom said, innocently.XD or you wanna sleep next to Kim? XD

More when you can =]

i wouldn't refuse .....but incase of that stuation we would JUST sleep

Luanagk wrote:

Aaaa she smiled =]

“Is it okay if I stay in your house tonight, because, I don’t want to be at home all alone” Tom said, innocently.XD or you wanna sleep next to Kim? XD

More when you can =]

ho....not so soon..na...u gotta wait for the romance......i'm a sucker for making love birds wait...this is no different.

kaulitzsgirl wrote:

Luanagk wrote:

Aaaa she smiled =]

“Is it okay if I stay in your house tonight, because, I don’t want to be at home all alone” Tom said, innocently.XD or you wanna sleep next to Kim? XD

More when you can =]

ho....not so soon..na...u gotta wait for the romance......i'm a sucker for making love birds wait...this is no different.

ok we wait

Title: I'll Die For You
Part: 9
Characters: Alex, Bill, Mrs. Williams(Alex's mom), Kim, Tom
Dedication: KIMMY!, Rachel, Sarah, Luana, svety and my lovely kaulitz twins...love u all always
Disclaimer: FAKE

ENJOY READING IT! AND COMMENT SO I KNOW YOU LIKED IT!


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I woke up in the middle of the night not able to distinguish between the walls and the ceiling. My head hurt, as if a piano had just been thrown on it and just then I remembered what I had done last
Why am I still alive, why didn’t I get lost for good?

I felt some weight on my hand, and switched on the side lamp to see what was holding it down. I was mildly surprised when I saw Bill sleeping with his head down, his hand firmly curled around mine. He looked so innocent, like an infant sleeping in his mothers lap. I quietly switched off the lights and went back to sleep again, only to be visited by Frank again

“Why Alex?”

“So that I could be with you”

“No, if this is the way you want to be with me, then I don’t want you at all. It’s not the first time, but it better be the last” he scolded me, like he always used to when I did something wrong.

“I can't live this way Frank, not without you, not with everyone’s accusations, I am sorry, but I feel incapable”

“You aren’t incapable of anything love. I know your every heartbeat; you never give up, then why now? You always will have me with you. Let go off yourself, be the girl I loved you for. Be the girl Kim misses, be the girl Gerard used to call cupcake, be the same girl Mikey used to trust. You’re not that anymore Alex, don’t let her go, let go off these walls you have constructed around you. You’ll find your way then, again”

“Will I Frank”

“Trust me”

I smiled as I saw him leave me once more, but I felt better, even with arm tears running down my cheeks. Someone wiped them off for me, and that’s what woke me up

“Good morning” Bill charmingly greeted

“Hi, how did I reach here?”

“Do you really want to know the details in case you don’t remember?”

“No, I remember, but who got me here?”

“I did”

“You shouldn’t have”

“Well I guess you are right, but I didn’t want to lose a friend even before I had made one, it would’ve been highly anti climatic then” he giggled

I couldn’t help but smile at his words; he did seem like a nice person.
“You’re mother is waiting outside, I should probably let you two alone”

“No please don’t, I’m sick of crying, if I see her alone, I - just please stay with me” I begged while mum, Kimmy and Tom walked in.

“How are you feeling now hun?” mum asked hiding her tears

“Surprisingly better” I smiled and hugged her “Don’t worry about me, you know I always survive.”

“Shut up Alex” Kim shot at me “Dare you do such a thing again!”

Mom’s phone rang in the midst of all the melodrama and it turned out that she was desperately needed at a conference that had gone horribly wrong. She said no first, but I coaxed her into attending it, promising her I’d be fine

“You know how bad a fix I was in last night!” Tom sighed after my mom left with Kim escorting her out

“In what way?” Bill asked

“I was stuck between two crying women and I didn’t know how to console any of the two. When I hugged your mum, she gave me the warmest hug back, but I couldn’t hug Kim, in case she thought anything wrong of it” he said to me

“You know Tom, you’re not as repulsive as you look maybe” I giggled

“Gee, thanks” he caustised and sat besides me. “Now do u mind telling why you did all this?”

“It’s a long story”

“And it’s a long Sunday, and we aren’t going anywhere”

Kim saved me from lying as she came in jumping, telling us that I was going to be discharged in an hour’s time.


Tom's *POV*

“You know Tom, you’re not as repulsive as you look maybe” Alex told me very seriously, even then giggling

“Gee, thanks! Now do u mind telling why you did all this?”
She tried her best to throw excuses, but I was going to know what was up with that girl, not for my sake, but for Bill's
Kim came in looking happy and really cute, announcing that Alex could go home soon.

“But who’ll sign the papers and stuff?” Bill asked

“Don’t worry Mrs. Williams already did that” she replied, and after half an hour we were heading to Alex's place. Her hand was so heavily bandaged and so full of antiseptic that it made nauseous

“Can I spray your perfume on your bandages?” I asked after she lied down on her bed.

“Yes please, it is a hate-able smell”

“Now explain”



Bill's *POV*

I was surprised to see that Alex and Tom were actually getting along so well, and he actually made her laugh in the car while we were driving back from the hospital. Once in her room, Tom demanded her to explain everything, and quite frankly, I didn’t think of that to be the smartest move. Kim obviously agreed with me.

“I’m not sure this is the best time Tom” she said

“No Kimmy, he’s right, I need to explain to you guys. Even you Kim. I never told anyone except for Gerard and Mikey of what really happened that night, and I think u need to know.”

“Are you sure hun, because I can live without knowing it. If you feel like tell them who Frank is, but I don’t want to know about that night”

She closed her eyes and began to speak “6 years ago, I shifted here, alone absolutely friendless and not carrying too many good memories from the past. At that time my father had just passed away, and my mum and I were practically broken. I was forced to go to school, where I met Kim. Along with her I met Frank. He was a year elder to me, and he made me feel like I had known him forever. Time passed, he became my best friend, and so did Gerard and Mikey, who are now in Italy. I don’t know when I fell in love with him, but I did, and then he told me he loved me too. I still remember that night I cried so much, out of sheer happiness. “

She took a deep breath, willing herself to not cry, and sipped some water.

“We both were inseparable, and funnily our parents understood that. His parents loved me as if I was their own child, and my mum treated like a son in law already, I guess things weren’t just meant to be”

Kim was crying as well and went to hug her.

“I’m sorry Kim, I didn’t want you to cry” she apologized, with tears running down her own beautiful face.

Tom and I gaped at each other, at a complete loss of what to do. Maybe Alex sensed our tension and let go off Kim, wiping her tears.
By now I fully understood why Alex acted the way she did. And even if she decided to quit telling us her story, I would’ve gladly agreed, because it was unbearable for me to see her cry. Astonishingly she continued, with a rough voice.

“Frank died in a road accident 2 weeks ago, and everything ended for me. It was a denial state for me, because it was hard to let go off a person whom I’d loved for 5 years. I had already experience it once, I didn’t want to again, but nothing worked to convince me that he was still there. I need to apologize to you both for acting the way I did all this time, but I hope you’ll know why.”

“Don’t say anything else” Tom replied. I hadn’t heard that voice of his in ages. The last time he had spoken that way as when his pet hamster had died 10 years ago. Tom was actually on the brink of breaking down.
I went and sat by him, putting my arm around his shoulder and then looked at Alex.

“You needn’t apologize Alex, and you don’t need to explain anything else to us. We’re sorry for your loss” I spoke, past the lump in my throat.

“Thanks guys can we start over again?” she asked

“Of course we can” I replied and before I knew it a tiny tear fell from Tom’s tiny eyes.

Alex smiled and bent forward to hug him, since he was sitting inches way from her. Kim joined in too and pulled me in.

It was going to be a brand new start.

='[[[ I had to listen to Here without you - Three doors down while listening to Alex's story

Tom with a tear... i haven't read it in any other fan fic... but in yours it was rly nice.. i was kinda proud of Tom that didn't hide his emotions

Hope Alex will have a new happy start =]

More when you can =]

Luanagk wrote:

='[[[ I had to listen to Here without you - Three doors down while listening to Alex's story

Tom with a tear... i haven't read it in any other fan fic... but in yours it was rly nice.. i was kinda proud of Tom that didn't hide his emotions

Hope Alex will have a new happy start =]

More when you can =]

i agree with u

omggg the more i read your fan fic the more i love YOU (in a good friends way) more when you can pwsssssssssssssssss

niceeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Title: I'll Die For You
Part: 10
Characters: Alex, Bill, Kim, Tom
Dedication: KIMMY!, Rachel, Sarah, Luana, svety and my lovely kaulitz twins...love u all always
Disclaimer: FAKE

I was very happy when i wrote this chapter so u will know exactly what i can do when i am in a happy mood

PS: THERE ARE TWO OTHER ONE SHOT STOTIRES I POSTED ONE OF BILL AND THE OTHER OF TOM, PLEASE READ THOSE AS WELL!!!! LUV YA
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It was hard to tell the Kaulitz brothers about my past and no matter how hard I tried; tears just flowed down my cheeks, like natural waterfalls. I apologized for doing so, but at that moment, I knew that if I didn’t tell them the truth, then probably, I would never be able to do anything with my life.

I could read the tension off al their faces. Tom was on the edge of bursting into tears, Kim was already sobbing, and Bill was trying really hard not to cry, his jaw line was so tight. I wasn’t really telling them any details of the past 5 wonderful years, nor did I give them any detail to the accident, because Kim had asked me not to. But it was actually Bill who put a full stop to my story telling and Tom of course, because had he not cried, we wouldn’t have had our first group hug.

It was surprising to see how fast time had gone by. Evening approached fast, and soon it was time for Bill and Tom to leave.

“We’ll see you tomorrow” they waved and drove off in the massive back car.

Kim and I were alone after that, since mom was going to be late, and that girl couldn’t stop talking about Tom.

“He is so so so adorably sweet and cute, and yet so …sexy” she said, munching on a chocolate bar.

“Where does it state that guys who are cute aren’t sexy?” I asked feeling really confused. It was only possible for Kim to fall head over heels in love with a guy after just two weeks of knowing him! “For all I know, he is the most stereotypical hip hopper on the block”

“I guess” she agreed, after I pointed out that he carried the exact attitude, the exact clothes and the exact mentality with regards to girls, as 90% of hip hoppers did in the world.

“He’s good looking though, better than Bill, I must say”

“They’re twins Alex, how can Tom be better”

“Learn to analyze faces Kimmy, Tom is actually better looking than Bill is.”

“Okay, since I don’t have the skills, you tell me how Tom is better than Bill, because I think Bill is way more attractive.” She replied.

“It’s as simple as it could be. Tom does nothing to his face, but is still hot; Bill applies all sorts of make up and then looks attractive. Tom has tentacles sprouting out of his head he is more appealing than Bill is after sitting in front of the mirror straightening his hair for hours. In a gist, if at midnight, u barge into their house, you’ll see Tom is much better looking than Bill.” I finished

“So this is what you’ve been doing all this while you pretended to hate both of them”

“Well I didn’t really hate them, I just didn’t want to make any friends, but now that I know some things, I feel more comfortable”

“So any other differences between the twins?” Kim asked, very much interested to know the distinctions b/w them.

I spent almost an hour on giving her detailed analysis of each of the twins, which felt very queer because just a day ago, I was running away from them. I knew it was because Frank wanted me to let go off myself, that I was doing all this again.

“So Tom has a puffier nose than Bill?”

“Yep”

“And Bill has a bigger visage than Tom”

“Yep, but Bill has better defined jaw lines”

She giggled so much all through; I almost thought that she had lost it. Sadly it all ended when she went to her own place after her mom called up, and I went to sleep, to get up for a brand new day.

For the first time in two weeks, I got up eagerly, to go to school. I got dressed in Frank's favorite clothes, and stood in front of the mirror. I hadn’t applied my eye pencil for such a long time I almost felt that I had forgotten how to, but thankfully I hadn’t. I let my hair down too and straightened them, just like I used to before. I knew Kim was going to scream if she saw me like this again because she would realize that the Alex Williams who had lost herself in misery was slowly coming back.


Kim's *POV*

“OMFG! Alex!” I yelled. I couldn’t believe my eyes. It was her, she was back! The Alex I had known for the past 6 years was back! All my worries just dissolved into dirt there and then, because seeing Alex in her element assured me that things were going to be just fine.

“You look beautiful again girl” I told her, because I wanted her to know how much I missed this avatar of hers in the past days

“Oh Kim” she replied hugging me, her body no longer stiff

“If Frank is watching you from heaven, he’d be happy Alex. He’d be happy”

Shit I didn’t even realize that I was crying until Alex wiped the tiny warm droplets off my face and gave me a small peck. It was so overwhelming for me that I just had to lighten things up.

“I have decided that if by the end of this week Tom doesn’t ask me out, I will”

“Well that doesn’t surprise me and I don’t think the situation will arise where you would need to ask him, I think he’s fairly badly in love with you to ask you out on his own”

“You better not say that to make me feel nice Alex” and just at that moment they both met us. I shrieked with laughter to see the shock on their faces. I was pretty sure they weren’t expecting to see Alex like that.

“You look smoking hot!” Tom exclaimed making Alex turn into a deep shade of red, which was visible, even through her dark skin. “God you gave me a shock. Now you look like Bill’s exact twin”

Well at least I wasn’t alone in thinking that.

“Honestly bro” Bill said, not looking in Alex's direction. If I had any doubts on whether Bill liked Alex, they were getting cleared. I was pretty sure he was as smitten by Alex as I was by Tom.

The school bell was just such a villain of peace at that moment, since we had to part our ways, but we were going to meet them again in English and I looked forward to that


Bill's *POV*

Walking through the school corridors I was keen to meet the two girls since I knew Alex wasn’t going to behave as if she wanted to rip my limbs off.

But what I saw was way more than what I had bargained for. I had expected to see the pale looking Alex, with tightly tied hair. Instead I saw a cheerful girl, with an inch think eye liner and completely straight hair, looking more gorgeous than she did without all that on, well obviously.

“You look smoking hot!” Tom exclaimed and I agreed 110% only I didn’t say it. She looked exactly like the girl I had thought she would’ve been before Frank's death, judging by all the posters off the bands she had up on her walls.
I looked in all directions but hers, because she always made me nervous. She had made me nervous the first time I had seen her, and she was making me more nervous that very moment. I just managed a whispered ‘honestly bro’. Tom gave me a glare, asking me to say something more, but I was saved by the school bell. I saw Alex turn and leave, her body swaying like in a rhythm, pulling me into a dream, until Tom snapped me out of it.

“You are absolutely worthless Bill” he accused me. “You so truly could’ve complimented her and made your marks you idiot!”

“I don’t want her to think anything wrong Tom. You saw her yesterday, she still loves Frank and even if she might’ve gone back to looking how she did earlier, I don’t think it means that I or anyone else for that matter has a chance”

“You are way more sensitive than you should be”

“And you are way too superficial than a 100 guys put together Tom. I just can't be that way”

You do gr8 work when you're happy too =]]

Glad the happy Alex is back =]

<3 the twins' differences part XD it rocks XD

^^ thank you luana...yeah the diff b/w twins is my fav part too, but i didnt write half the things there....i didnt think u guys would like it...

bu thanks for reading!

mein mein gott
you write so perfect!!!!!!!1

moreeeeeeeeeee i loved the part of the twins comparisim aswell :D

Title: I'll Die For You
Part: 11
Characters: Alex, Bill, Kim, Tom
Dedication: KIMMY!, Rachel, Sarah, Luana, svety and my lovely kaulitz twins...love u all always
Disclaimer: FAKE

you guys stopped reading it!...i wont post it if u dont read!

and u're also supposed to read i love you and you and me!...pwetty pwease!

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I stared at myself at night. It felt weird to be complimented again, by someone I hardly knew. I looked at myself in the mirror again and remembered all the things that had made me the way I was – all the hatred, the torture, the double crossers and backstabbers that had changed me from a mainstream kid to the revenge seeker I had become. And I had never liked myself better.

I put on green day and hummed to the tunes of Jesus of suburbia when I got a call

“GERARD!” I yelled so loud, that my mom came running up to check on me, thinking I had a nightmare

“Hey cupcake” he greeted “We both miss you a lot. Italy is no fun anymore”

“I miss you too”

“You cut didn’t you?”

I kept quiet and let my tears do the conveying. I hated it how even a billion miles away he knew what I had done.

“Frank told Mikey in his sleep, that you cut, and that you were keeping flowers from us everyday”

“Yeah. I’m sorry Gee, I just couldn’t take it. And with Celina…”

“It has nothing to do with Celina, Alex and you know it. You can't mourn Frank's death for the rest of your life! Move on Alex, you are the best person I have ever met, and I can't see you lose faith like that, where will we go otherwise.” He sobbed. I wished he was standing besides me so that I could cling onto him, like I used to. I didn’t have any elder brother, and Gerard always filled that place for me. I wiped off a single tear from my cheek, and tried to talk.

“Never again Gee, I promise.”

“Here Mikey wants to talk, he’s been screaming ever since I spoke the first words”

“Hello my sweetest angel, I need to tell you something”
I knew Mikey as much as I knew Gerard, even better in fact and I knew that tone. I knew he had found a girl and I was positively happy for him even before he told me anything.

“What’s her name?”

“Vanya, she’s really pretty and very sweet”

“Great going mike” I replied cheerfully

“Oh hell gotta go now, balance is on a downer, but I promise we’ll keep in touch. Bye hun”
Gerard said a final good bye as well and I heard a soft click. I sighed sadly and went to my bed

The next week went hectic and really really fast. It was in fact shocking to realize that a whole week had passed since I had spoken with Gerard.

“Where are you lost?” Bill asked me snapping his elongated fingers in front of my eyes. I had temporarily forgotten that I was in my economy class.

“Huh – oh – nothing” I stuttered and got back to work. As surprising as this may sound as well, Kim and I had pretty much gotten along well with the twins. And unfortunately like Kim had wanted, Tom hadn’t asked her out as yet.

“He has made no move” she whispered careful to avoid the twins.

“Be patient Kimmy and no you will not ask him out” I told her before she could even suggest it.

“Fine”

The economy class went slowly and Tom, Bill, Kim and I kept on sharing flyers with random funny stuff written on it. Kim stared at the weeds growing out of Tom's cap all the while. I sighed. She couldn’t see that Tom was pretty much busy flirting with Alice, the pretty princess. I didn’t tell that to Kim, because I couldn’t see her in a sad mood.

Even though Tom was sweet to talk to, he pissed me off and it was mostly the way he acted with girls. It pretty much sickened me to see him flirt with every freaking girl on his way. Kim sadly preferred to overlook his playboy personality and like him, I sincerely wished I could change that, but I knew I couldn’t. I just accepted it.

Bill's *POV*

I hope Alex can put some sense into Tom. His one night stands drove me crazy, and though I was proud that he hadn’t roped in any girl for over a month, he still pretty much managed to flirt with every girl he saw. I was sure that he would start liking Kim, but that wasn’t happening either.

The beautiful night sky was taking over, while I stared at the beautiful white twinkles against the blackish backdrop. Tom hadn’t come home yet. He was out with some other hip hoppers he’d made friends with. I heard a shrill giggle and groaned. Maybe I had become too proud of him too soon.

I went out to witness what I really didn’t want to, but it wasn’t really the first time. I closed my eyes and talked “Get ur fucking ass in your room”

“Why don’t you get your fucking ass in your room. “ He replied and I did.

I heard his door shut with a bang and went out again in hope to eat some food, but listening to those noises coming from his room drove me up the walls. I could’ve had a solution to that, but my ipod stopped working just before he entered that door.
I just had one choice

“Hey Kim” I said over phone
“Hi Bill, how do you call?”

“Uhm…I have been thrown out of my house for the night, do you know anywhere I can go?

“Well, I would’ve called you over here, but I’m not at home, why not ask Alex.”

I was skeptical about asking Alex for letting me stay over at night. Kim was a big deal because she was easy going; Alex was the kind who would refuse blankly. But still I called her up and asked her the same question

“Why anywhere? Come over to my place” she replied

“Honestly, I can?” I asked disbelievingly.

“Yeah definitely”

Fifteen minutes later I was standing on her front porch, looking at her glowing smile.

“Thank you for saving me” I said first thing when I got in. Mrs. Williams was there too and she greeted me with a hug.

“I’ll leave you two alone, but sleep early if you can; you have school tomorrow as well”

“Yes ma, don’t worry, we’re good kids.” She smiled and kissed her mom goodnight later turning her attention to me

“So why exactly were you thrown out of your house?”

“Uhm…Tom, kinda was feeling the heat tonight” I replied feeling embarrassed. Really the situations he managed to put me, even without being present.

“That can't be good.” She said faking a shiver, making me laugh a bit. “So what do you wanna do?”

“Just talk I guess. I haven’t really done that in a long time.” I said, feeling the need to tell her, what I hadn’t to anyone ever.

“Shoot then Billy boy”

“I sound like a cowboy when you call me Billy boy”

She giggled, looking prettier than she usually did, and agreed on just Billy

I began my conversation, not really knowing where to start from. There was so much in my life that I held onto I just didn’t know which little part to disclose first.

“I am worried about Tom” I confessed

“Why, for that wench? If his very existence worries you okay, but if not then, stop worrying”

“Well I wish I could, but he’s my twin and as much a pain as he may be, he’s still my twin. I am – I – gosh I don’t know how to put this”

“Wait I’ll tell you, you’re worried for him because of the way he acts. The girls and ex and ego, right? You worry that he will land into trouble for it, possibly catch an STD, or never find the right girl and stuff”

I was amazed at how easily she told me that, because that was exactly what was on my mind.

“I’ve been there before, the brother thing, I’m a pro at it, I guess” she said.

“I just don’t want Tom to do anything foolish”

“Bill, you know I usually hate guys like Tom, who don’t give women respect, think they are too cool or that they are the best, but funnily enough I don’t hate Tom and I’ll tell you why. That’s because he is a nice person. I mean he isn’t insensitive. He gets it, he cries about it, he hugs his teddies and sleeps for heavens sake! He is a dickhead, but he’s still sweet.”

“Wow you really hate Tom”

“No, hate is a strong word, which I would use only for Eddie, I just don’t agree with his ways, that’s all. I think he’s a nice person very much capable of falling in love; who for now wants to enjoy himself. It’s fine until he breaks a heart.”

I couldn’t help but smile. I mean I didn’t really like to hear bad things said about Tom, but Alex was right about him. My eyes began to hurt a bit but I was snapped out of it by a call from Tom.

“Where are you?” he demanded

“At Alex's, since staying there was mental torture unless I was doing a thesis on horny noises.”

He said an okay and kept the phone. Alex laughed her as of when I talked. She showed me my temporary space and then went to sleep herself. I had one of the most peaceful sleep accompanied with sweet dreams – dreams of Alex.

“Where are you?” he demanded

“At Alex's, since staying there was mental torture unless I was doing a thesis on horny noises.”

Mein Gott XD ahahahaha that made me giggle XD

and Tom, you're a naughty boy =[[ Do you know Kim wans you ???!

nice chappie as always Kaulitzsgirl =]]

more when you can =]

oh my oh my i love this fan fic the way you put the words are perfect!!! but i dont like the way things are going with tom ;P xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx *hugz* moreeeeeee