I'll Die For You [Discontinued]

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PART 17 dedicated to everyone who has ever read this fiction.


Weeks slipped past faster than ever, stressing me every day of my life. Tom and Kim were still going good which meant that Bill and I spent much more time together by default. Nevertheless, I was happy for the time being. Franks visits in my dreams lessened, Gerard and I kept in touch mailing and occasionally talking to each other. Some how life was going smoothly enough for me to like it, even though frank’s absence pinched me day and night.
I waited for Bill after school since Tom and Kim were going to wander off on their own. After waiting for over 10 minutes, I saw that familiar black hair come into view.

“I thought I was going to be ditched by you”

“No, I’d forgotten my book in my table, so I took some extra time. Have our lovebirds flown away already? Because I seriously do not wish to stumble upon their path”

I agreed with him, because it could get overwhelmingly disgusting at times to walk on the pair of them kissing. Usually people broke off due to outside ‘disturbances’ but these two just stayed glued to each other.
We went to my place leisurely, since Bill was not particularly worried about going to his own home. Surprisingly mom was home, waiting for me to reach so that she could take off for Frankfurt. She always had such a busy schedule I sometimes felt sorry for her.

We almost immediately started on our homework, so that we could get rid of it ASAP.

“You know what I hate the most?” Bill suddenly said while doing math. I gave him a quizzical look so he continued, “I do all the fucking work and then that bastard comes in the evening and copies it all from me. Tell me how sad is that!”

I choked with laughter when he said unbelievable after that, because of his German accent. I could not help but pull his cheeks softly

“Oh good lord you get a dimple!” I shrieked, jumping up from my seat to get a closer look. “I never saw that before.”

“I don’t know if it’s actually a dimple or not. Tom calls it a disgrace on all the dimples of the world”

“Well it comes from a guy who is a disgrace on mankind so I really wouldn’t take his comments into account”

I took my assignment and joined Bill on the bed. It was a very impulsive thing to do, but I hit him with my pillow. I do not think it immediately registered to him as to what had happened, but when it did, I was in for trouble. He took a pillow that was by his side and attacked me in defense. I crashed on the bed and soon enough we were engaged in an ambitiously hilarious pillow fight.
The feathers flew in every possible direction…the whole bed as well as the floor was white. It was fun until things turned slightly embarrassing. I accidentally fell, landing straight on him. We were so close and he was enchanting. I shook myself hard to get away from his magical eyes and sat up erect.

“Sorry for that” I mumbled and went back to my assignment, avoiding his eyes.

For the first time in months of knowing him, I felt that same feeling I had when I had first met frank. I did not want to feel it; I did not want to acknowledge the fact that I had taken a liking to Bill, a different kind of liking.

We sat idle after finishing our work, each one apprehensive of starting a conversation.

Suddenly Bill started speaking, catching me by surprise. “Will you ever love again Alex?”

I stared at him blankly. I did not know how to answer that question. I do not think I even wanted to answer it.

“I –I don’t know”

He looked at me with so much innocence, such blamelessness I had never seen on his face before. His eyes searched y face for the right answers, answers I was fighting to keep hidden.
I walked to the window to stop him from looking at me, and faced the beautiful sunshine.

I felt his heat close to me as he came and stood behind me. I prayed to god to give me some strength as Frank’s face flashed in front of my eyes.

“You can’t live with franks memories forever can you?”

“Please Bill don’t put me through this torture. I don’t know if I can love again, I don’t know if I can ever forget Frank. I don’t know if I can live with his memories by my side. Just please don not ask me these questions.” I begged hiding my tears. He came forwards and hugged me trying to relive me of my tension. I held him hard, not wanting to let go, but I had to, I had to let go like all the other things I ever loved.

I felt his hand on my cheek, making me shiver.

“It doesn’t need to need that way Alex. You don’t need to lead your life like this”

I could not take it any more, because he was driving me to my limits. I knew where he was heading and I did not want to know it. However, before I could think of an escape, it was already done.


Bill's *POV*

Something had overcome me that day. I had my mind made up. I was going to take Tom's advice and tell Alex I loved her, come what may. I was not going to keep that inside me anymore. I could only hope that she was in love with me as well. It was a gamble for me, because I stood the risk of losing her as a friend as well, the very reason that kept me from telling her the truth, but for me it was either now or never.
I heard her contained sobs, I knew I was hurting her and I didn’t want to, but some things had to become crystal clear.

“It doesn’t need to need that way Alex. You don’t need to lead your life like this”

She looked at me with her red eyes and dropped her gaze immediately. I touched her cheek and made her look up at me all the while wondering why I had not met her 5 years ago. I kissed her keeping my faith. Touching her lips with mine was breathtaking. It was the best feeling I had ever experienced, but she broke away and rushed out of my room without even looking back once. I realized what a foolish thing I had done.

“There you go Tom, I did it”


Tom's *POV*


“Oh Bill who asked you to take this idiots advice?” Kim scolded, yes scolded, Bill at school after I told the exact reason to why Alex was keeping her distance from him.

“Did you just call me an idiot?”

“Of course I did, dumb fuck! Why did you tell him to go and tell Alex everything? Haven’t you known her long enough to know how she would react, or did you deliberately do that to see your brother miserable!”

“Stop accusing me, I just wanted to help him. He was even more miserable before. Believe it he used to cry at night because he didn’t know what to do”

“Yeah and now he will just howl because REJECTION is more PAINFUL!” she asserted, looking furious

“Guys can you just shut the fuck up?” Bill spoke in a monotone not in a mood for anything.

“Sorry Bill, but there is little I can do to help you here. If you want her, face her again. I know she likes you as well, but it will take some time,” Kim said hugging him briefly, before taking our leave.

I watched her meet up with Alex at a distance first and then saw the sadness on Bill's face. I did not ask him to tell her everything to see him this miserable. Oh lord I had no clue to what I could do to help him.

“Come on, we’ll be late for our class” I said past a lump in my throat.

“I’m not going”

“Why aren’t you coming for English?”

“It’s not English its music Tom, and I don’t think I have the heart to look at her straight in the face. Not after my foolishness”

“Come on Bill, you can’t hide all the time. You would have to face her someday. I wont let you live with this uneasiness, move now”

But he refused to move even when I threatened to dismantle his straightner and hide his eye pencils.

He instead headed straight for home, and bunked the rest of the day. I was surprised because it was the least like him to be so irrational. And I was beginning to get worried. I trusted him not to do anything highly insane but he still was my brother and if anything happened to him, I was going to be the one breaking Alex's bones.

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Tittle : I'll Die For you
Part : 18
Characters : Alex, Bill, Tom, Kim
Dedication: Chloe, Kim, Luana, Rachel, TomsLuverGurl and most definitely our lovely twins who've made our lives so beautiful

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Kim's *POV*


The past few days were piercingly agonizing. Alex refused to look at Bill in the face and Bill, who was even greater, refused to come out of his room in the first instance. Tom and I kept shuffling between the two talking both of them out of it, but to no avail. It was getting annoying because I had to act as if I was their baby sitter! I mean 18 year olds know better than that don’t they!

“Kim how many times do we have to go through this? I told you, I don’t want anything to do with the Kaulitz anymore.”

“Just because Bill told you he loves you, you're going to make life unbearable for him? You're heartless Alex. I wonder would you have done the same thing if you had never met Frank or if Frank had dumped you. You know you like him. I know you like him, so can you please stop pretending to hate him now?” I yelled

”Don’t yell at me Kim, and don’t drag frank into this”

“Why should I not involve Frank in this? I know you love him a lot Alex, but life does not end with his death. Why don’t you see that you could start new with Bill? Why don’t you want to admit that you like him, just explain that to me.”

“I don’t like him Kim, there is NOTHING to explain,” She screamed back “I don’t have the strength to take more pain in. I don’t want to fall in love only to lose him like Frank.”

She dropped on her knees crying, holding onto my bedpost. I wiped the dampness of my cheeks first and then went over to her. I hated myself for doing this, but I had to do it this way or another.

“I’m sorry Alex, but why do u have to lose Bill? Why do u think you are going to lose him?”

She did not answer me, nor did I demand her for any answer. I just wanted to forget that all this ever happened. Soon enough Tom arrived and silence had never been so uncomfortable. We dropped her home and left after which I told Tom about our disagreement.

“That’s a battle won I guess. Now at least she knows what she’s putting Bill through.”

“Don’t you be so happy, you're the one who got him into it anyway?”

“Hey don’t blame it on me alright, I asked him to tell her he liked her, not go and kiss her!”

I kept on repeating those things I had said to her back at home, in my mind. Man I was pissed for doing that. Still, Tom was right, she had to know what she was putting Bill through and I hoped she would see that Frank was not the end of the world.


My (i.e. Alex’s) *POV*

An hour had passed since I had spoken to Kim but it seemed like a few minutes. Those images of her screaming at me telling me to give Bill a chance swarmed my head. The tragedy of it all overwhelmed me. They couldn’t ever understand my reasons for keeping my distance, for not wanting to come any closer to Bill. They didn’t know how much it pained me to have him at arms distance, but still know I was miles away from him. I tried to sleep but it did not come so easy and when it did, nightmares disturbed it and then finally I found myself in a familiar place.

“How is my sugar syrup doing nowadays?” Frank spoke in a whisper.

“Not good Frankie”

“How can you not, you're falling in love again Alex. Don’t you remember what it’s like to fall in love?”

“You too Frank?”

“Forget me Alex, I'm gone, I wont ever come back, don’t lose your life for me.”

“I don’t now if I love him”

“Think of me and you’ll get your answer”

I snapped out of my nap immediately thinking of what I had just heard inside my head. I didn’t know what frank meant and I didn’t want to find out either. The sun was down and I had another night to spend by myself. However, just one knock on the door changed it all.

“It’s understandable if you want to shut the door in my face, but I was really hoping you wouldn’t” Bill spoke miserably. A1000 things passed my mind as I tried to solve my dilemma, but ultimately I opened the door for him. As much as I tried, I couldn’t ignore him.

“What do you want Bill?”

“I want you Alex,” he replied looking pale and thinner than usual.

“What can I do to make you understand that you're wasting your time on me? You could easily get a 100 other girls, why me?”

“Then what do you want me to do huh? If you want me to forget you, then I am sorry, because you ask for too much.”

“Please don’t tell me you love me, its more hurt than I can handle” I begged walking to the couch. He followed me like a shadow, refusing to give up.

“It can’t be undone Alex and I don’t want to stop loving you either. I just want one chance to show you what you mean to me”
I covered my face with my hands not wanting to show him the tears that were dampening my skin. Just when I thought everything between him and I had to end immediately I unintentionally thought of Frank. I could see a blurry image in my mind coming closer and closer becoming clearer and even as memories of Frank turned into moments spent with Bill, I realized that I was not even looking at Frank anymore. It was Bill whom I saw when I thought of Frank. I understood why from up in the heaven he wanted me to think about him.
I did not want to believe it was real, but it was, staring at me waiting for me to embrace it.

I dropped my hands in time to see Bill leave the house. I was late in calling out to him, so I ran. It was pouring like cats and dogs outside, drenching me the second I got out of my front porch.
The wind howled as if a tiger’s spirit had entered it that was drowning all my words in it’s over powering fury.

I dashed to catch up with him, splattering droplets of the falling rain on the already wet road. My lungs pained with each breath I took, I could hardly speak and the cold downpour made me shiver. I looked deep inside those hypnotizing eyes that pulled me towards them. There was no need for words. I knew what he felt, I knew how I felt and that was enough for me.
I could see the hard water hitting his face, forcing him to close his beautiful eyes. The hammering rain hurt me as well, as I took a few steps forward. He patiently waited for me to speak.

“Will you give me one chance to take back all that I said to you?” I said, trying to beat the wind

He tilted his head in obvious surprise not knowing what to do. Still he mumbled, “I don’t know what you mean?”

“Can we start all over again Bill, please?”

I saw a smile spread on his face, which gave me newfound strength. Tip toeing I went and kissed him on his cheek. In the middle of the street with the gentle drizzle falling on us, he said he loved me and kissed me on my lips.
This time I did not runaway. I felt the power in his grip, the passion in his touch as his lips collided with mine. It took me long to realize how deep I had fallen in love with him, but I wasn’t letting it go now.

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Tittle : I'll Die For you
Part : 19
Characters : Alex, Bill, Tom, Kim
Dedication: Chloe, Kim, Luana, Rachel, TomsLuverGurl and most definitely our lovely twins who've made our lives so beautiful


Bill's *POV*

I dared to hope that it was not just a dream and that Alex was really in my arms, telling me she liked me, teasing me with her soft lips pecking my own. I looked at the reality of the whole situation and shivered.

“Maybe we should go inside” she winked and took my hand.

It felt like a violent beast inside of me had made peace with me. We reached her front porch and saw Tom and Kim standing and grinning at us like weasels.

“Aw, he’s blushing” Kim squeaked jumping up and down. I kept my face down, trying to hide the redness that had replaced my pale face. Honestly, my cheeks could be mistaken for tomatoes at that moment. I was not embarrassed, just a bit too happy.

“Let’s get you dried up,” Tom said, opening the door. Kim and Alex got in first, and I followed Tom inside, shutting the door behind me. They both dried us up, but sadly, we had to leave, since I was on the brink of catching a cold and required immediate change of clothes.
I said a shy goodnight to Alex and ran to the car to avoid getting more drenched. I knew I was in for a very embarrassing drive because Tom and Kim were going to grill me, and most definitely, they did not disappoint me.

“What – how did you convince her in – less than an hour that you could make her happy again?” Kim demanded.

“I don’t know! She said she wanted me to forget her and the next moment I know, she is standing in front of me, with the rain killing both of us and telling me that she wants to start all over again. I'm as bummed as you are, but I'm not complaining”

Tom could sense the excitement in my voice, which I always had when I told him I liked someone. He kept quiet during the journey, but the volcano erupted after we reached home. He asked me for every detail of whatever happened, and I gladly told him. I did not keep anything back, because if I did, I stood a chance of going crazy! That was my level of joy.

“You bloody dope, I got so scared for you,” he said giving me a tight whack on my shoulder.

“What did you do that for?”

“The next time you have girl problems, please DO NOT act the way you did. If you will act this way, who do you think will keep me sane?”

“Uhm…Kim might come in handy maybe?”

“No, its better if you stay normal, because she's even more insane that I am!”

That night I slept peacefully, knowing that I did not have to worry about losing Alex, not for the time being anyway”

Kim's *POV*

OH MY GOODNESS I am so relieved! The ‘Bill Kaulitz and Alex Williams’ saga got over, allowing me to relax my tense muscles a bit. I hated the thought of acting as a mediator between the two of them for the years to come.

Alex called me at midnight, because she could not stop thinking about Bill. We talked for almost two hours, because I was as sleepless as she was. However, we had to pay the penalty in the morning because none of us got up in time for school.

“Get up sugar cube, its 7 a.m.” Tom whispered in my ears, tickling my senses to the core. I first thought it was a dream, which got over when he kissed me on my chin.

“Oh lord!” I wailed seeing stars while rubbing my eyes. I did not want to get up at all, so I just decided to bunk that day. Tom gave me a long, kiss before driving away. I could not see Bill anywhere so I just presumed either he was in school already or he too was cutting like me. I did not care too much, I just wanted sleep, and very dreamily, I went back to my bed and curled up, not knowing anything after that.



Tom's *POV*

Okay I admit it! school without Kim is really boring and kinda tough, because when she's with me at least I don’t need to day gaze about her, but when she's absent I can not stop thinking about her. It got me in a few tight spots that day, because lost in her thoughts I lost track of the studying part.

“Mr. Kaulitz I’d like you to come up here and solve this problem using the decimal value of pi” Mrs. Crater spoke calmly, but I could see the coldness in her eyes.
The numbers were all dancing in front of me, and I honestly had no clue to the solution. But in that situation, a familiar looking creature called Alex came to my rescue.

“Uhm…Mrs. Crater, Principal Maple wants to see you right away, she says it’s very urgent”

She gave me another killer look before turning to walk out, and thankfully, the final bell rang, saving me from any future humiliation.

“Perfect timing Alex”

“I presume” she winked and walked with me to my locker, where my brother was also waiting for us.
I had not seen him since morning, as he had left early to meet Alex at her place and had actually spent the whole day with her not bothering to even say a hi to me even once!

“I suppose you're going to walk back as well,” I asked

“Not if you don’t mind dropping me in the car, because I am in no condition to walk back”

“Oh I have no problem; I was in fact going to Kim's house myself”
“Cool, then we all can go, unless you object.” she grinned almost evilly

It took me a minute to register her true meaning, which actually made me blush. We all buckled up and went to Kim's, to find her sleeping.
I went under her sheets and tickled her, making her whine a little. She hugged me and pulled me closer to herself, and I gladly snuggled in.
I liked her touch simply because she had a round body with flesh surrounding her bones, unlike some other girls who had bones jutting out of every corner making them look like skeletons! No, she was nice and round with curves that I most definitely loved to touch. Bill gave me a cheeky smile, and I knew exactly what he was thinking.

“We’ll be in the hall, come down when you get over with your Romeo and Juliet stuff alright” Alex giggled and left with Bill, both of them dying to burst into fits of laughter.
I did not really give a damn. I was in bed with Kim, what else could I want, for the time being at least!

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Oh mien Gott!! This is the best. Their characters are perfectly real...you really know how to write!!!! I would have commented earlier but my pc was acting weird for ages so I read all the chapters today. This story's the best!!!

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Tittle : I'll Die For you
Part : 20(I)
Characters : Alex, Bill, Tom, Kim
Dedication: Chloe, Kim, Luana, Rachel, TomsLuverGurl and most definitely our lovely twins who've made our lives so beautiful


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August was just ending, and so much had changed around me already. I had lost frank in the accident 3 months ago and I had managed to date again. I felt guilty to admit it, but despite all my apprehensions and all the pushing away I tried, Bill managed to make me believe that he really did like me and kept a hold on me. He ultimately did convince me that I could live again. Kim and Tom amidst their occasional flirting and arguing were going strong. I had not thought Tom could sustain it, but he had impressed me – really!
1st September was just a week away; the twins were turning 19, which was just such a tease to be an age. I told the two of our plans for their birthday much of which was accepted by Bill and rejected by Tom.

“I am turning 19 for heavens sake! Surely we can do better than have a party with just the four of us!” he whined

“Then what do you want?” I demanded

“How about a club and drinks and loads of people eh?”

“If you're thinking of booze to fill your tankards with, then you’d rather just celebrate at home.”
He was still used to the ‘drinking is okay at the age of 13’ law followed in Germany as opposed to the ‘you're still a kid to drink till the age of 21’ law in the U.S. since he was still 19, there wasn’t a single pub that was going to give him anything above punch to drink.

“Ugh okay fine, the four of us then” he agreed later, pouting like a 10-year-old princess ballerina who was being denied off her right to play with Barbies!

“Stop being such a sulk queen” Bill squealed.

“Look who’s talking”

“Your brother!”

“Fucking diva!”

“Priceless bitch!”

“Hold it both of you” I interrupted before the war of the words could escalate into nasty stuff. “If we go to a club, we can only get punch”

“And then make some punch drunk love”

“Get your head out of your sexual fantasies, will you Tom!”

“What - you’ll stop me from fantasizing now as well? Or will I have to fantasize about licking Jared Leto to get your approval?” he retorted.

Bill gasped so loud, as if he was being accused of hosting a porno party “You fantasize about Jared Leto – licking Jared Leto? Then what will happen to me?” he pouted

“Oh I do not fantasize about Jared leto!” I replied in my defense
“Liar!”

“Tom stop it will you” and before we could take the fight any further, the clock struck eight.

“Holy shit I got to go” I said, suddenly remembering that mom had asked me to reach home before dinner.

“Ha! I knew you’d admit defeat” Tom rejoiced, forcing me to narrow my eyes at him. Bill just kept on laughing at his twin’s childish behavior. In the end, I had to laugh too, because as much as I did loathe him, he was just adorable.

Two days later, and one day away from their birthday Kim called me…out of breath and absolutely out of ideas as to what she should gift Tom.

“Have you thought of caps?” I laughed. It seemed to be the only tangible solution that came to me. “I’ll tell you – go to the Fraser showroom and search through their cap collection…there must be thousands of them in there in thousands of colors and designs, especially the NY ones. I’m sure Tom would like it”

“Alex, have you seen the Fraser showroom? It is HUGE! I have to meet Tom in an hour”

“Uh-oh. That’s a problem, but one hour is enough!”

“I’ll try or else I’ll give him 19 hot kisses” she winked and ran off towards the mall.

I whiled away my time, waiting for Bill to meet me at my place. Mum and I were all set to surprise him and had Tom not been such an idiot, he would have enjoyed the surprise too, but he preferred to stay alone with Kim.
So anyway, he came at around nine for dinner, which mum had very lovingly made for him. He was an absolute pig when it came to food. As long as it was good, he could eat it.

“Aha! I see she told you I’m a foodie.” He said, pulling the chair out for mum and then me

“No, I just presumed because the gummy bears I had bought yesterday finished and since I know Alex is not such a gummy bear fan, I thought it was you who ate them” mum said

He turned bright red at her comment, which actually made her feel bad “Oh no honey I’m just joking, she told me you eat a lot”
He pinched me on my knee under the table, making me squeak, and immediately attacked the pasta that she gave him.

“This is the one Frank made for you isn’t it?” I asked, tasting the cheese.

She nodded in agreement, but did not say too much after that. Bill, being the chatterbox he was, did all the talking. Only when he was exhausted did he really shut up.

“You have a capacity boy!” I joked, taking the dishes inside, his being the last to leave the table. He would have licked the casseroles if that were possible!
“What…I’m just not diet conscious, that’s all,” he said licking his lips. If I were alone in a room, I would have probably kissed him by now, but in mum’s presence, it did not seem like such a good option.

“We’re going for a walk outside” I called and took him out

“It’s 11 in the night and your mum lets you out?”

“There have been days when I didn’t come home for whole weekends Bill, she has stopped bothering now,” I told him, taking his hand in mine. He had the softest hands as a child has, except with much longer fingers and tighter grasp. He pulled me closer and put an arm around my shoulder, making me shiver.

“So what will you gift me?” he asked

“Hey your birthday is hardly an hour away, have some patience”

“No…I wanna know!”

“Well you cant”

He made a sad grumpy face and went, and sat on the bench. “Aww…pumpkin got angry at me?”

“Yes”

“Then what can I do to make up?”

“Give me a nice big hug”

Bill was good at being cute and adorable. He sat pouting in front of me and suddenly launched himself forwards to kiss me. His power shocked me. He was too thin to be so strong. My fingers snaked over his back and found their way to his hands that were holding my back. His muscles were so constricted; I could feel the veins pulsating. My heart raced with his breaths that were touching my skin so gently. His tongue touched every corner of my mouth, giving me a weird kind of satisfaction. I was gasping for air when we pulled apart.

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