Given The Chance To Scream

"Hallo?"

"Hi, is this Kyrista Galea?"

"No, hold on I'll get her for you." I replied.

I walked into my sister's room and handed her the purple cordless phone. I mouthed it's for you and left her room.

I walked back to the kitchen and continued cooking dinner; in my family me and my father take turns in cooking for the family. My mother and older sister can't cook anything edible. I'm making vegetables, chicken legs and mashed potatoes.

I heard my sister scream and I ran into her room, what I saw confused me; Kyrista was jumping on her bed with a gigantic smile on her face.

"Explain please." I stated.

"I won tickets!"

"Tickets to what?" I asked crossing my arms, I hate when people don't get to the point.

"A concert, plus backstage passes," Kyrista laughed.

"But to who's concert?" I restated with a sigh.

"TOKIO HOTEEEEEEEEEEEL!" Kyrista screamed.

"That's nice," I replied.

"Yup! I'm so happy!"

I nodded and exited her room with a silent sigh; it just isn't fair, Kyrista gets all the luck. This that the real reason? No, it's because I loved Tokio Hotel a year before she even liked them. Ugh. I wish I was as lucky as her. Well, I better go check on the---

"Shit," I stated as I ran into the kitchen to turn off the oven. That was close, the potatoes are a little over cooked, but it's still edible.

"What's wrong?"

I dropped the wooden spoon onto the floor in shock; I didn’t even hear her come in.

"Nothing is wrong." I mumbled as I turned to her with a small phoney smile.

"Psht. Then why do you have tear streaks on your cheeks?"

Shit. I didn't even know that I was crying. I'm such a loser.

"Well, have you ever sliced up four onions Rista?" I stated feebly.

"No, just one and that kills my eyes." Kyrista replied buying my story. It's a good thing that there are onions that I cut before on the counter.

"Duh."

"I've got two passes, I wonder who I'll take with me," Kyrista mumbled to herself.

Doesn't she realize that she's killing me inside?

I shrugged and mashed the potatoes together, roughly with the masher.

"Easy there, what did the potatoes ever do to you?" Kyrista laughed as she walked to the other side of the kitchen to get the plates and forks.

Fifteen minutes later, my father and mother joined us for dinner. I was finished by the time they started eating. I placed my plate into the sink and walked up to my room.

I entered my room and sat on my bed staring at the Tokio Hotel poster that I had pinned to my door; it was the <b>first</b> poster I ever bought of them. I sighed, I never even got to go to a Tokio Hotel concert and my sister and one of her stupid friends get to meet them! Life is truly unfair.

The door opened and Kyrista waltzed into my room.

"Haven't you heard of knocking?" I mumbled.

"Guess who coming with me to the concert!"

"Jessica?" I guessed.

"No. Do you really need to guess?"

I nodded and slumped down on my bed.

"Riley is coming with me."

Oh that's nice---wait. What did she say? I sat up and stared at my sister with a dumbfounded look.

Kyrista laughed and sat down beside me saying, "Do you honestly think that I'd go without you?"

I nodded, it's not like we hang out with each other often. We usually ignore each other.

"Riley my little sister, you're the one who got me hooked on TH. So you're coming with me, even if I have to drag you."

"Thanks…" I mumbled.

"You're welcome, now stop being so Emo and get ready for the concert cause it's in two days."

===Two Days Later===

"Riley, you really know how to dress up don't you," Kyrista stated sarcastically with a shake of her head.

I sighed, "Rista, I'm not like you. I have no fashion sense whatsoever."

"Psht. You got that right. How are you supposed to wow Bill if you look plain, no offence."

I looked at her wide-eyed and stuttered, "Nein, I-I don't l-like Bill."

Kyrista laughed and stated, "Uh-huh, that's why I hear you sleep talking about him."

I gasped; I never knew that I sleep talked.

"Well, it's no use. I won't even open my mouth." I shrugged.

"I know that, I swear how are you my twin sister if you got no self-confidence whatsoever?" Kyrista sighed, "Well, I'll fix you up. Come on."

In the end all Kyrista did was give me one of her tops and added some eye shadow on my eyelids. I personally hate eye shadow since it feels ugly; all I wear is eyeliner with occasional mascara.

"Shit, we're going to be late, come on little sister," Kyrista stated as she ran out of the house. I shrugged and followed her, minus the running.

It took us a total of 45 minutes to get to the theatre that they were performing at.

"Where the heck do we go now?" I whispered as I stared at the hundreds of girls in line.

"To the backstage area, duh."

I nodded and followed Kyrista to the back of the building where a big man stood in front of a door. I gulped; I hope he won't attack us.

"Can I help you?" the man stated in a deep voice.

"Yes, I have two backstage passes." Kyrista stated as she showed the two passes.

"Right, first I got to check your purses and then you’re free to go."

After the man searched through her purse, I don’t own purses; we entered the building and walked to a door with a sign saying Tokio Hotel. My heart began to pound hard; I swear I bet everyone can hear it.

"Riley, calm down. They are not going to eat you." Kyrista laughed as she knocked on the door, "Be yourself and you'll be fine."

The door opened and there stood Gustav with a smile.

"Hallo."

"Hey." Kyrista stated with a smile.

I just stood there and nodded.

"Gustav who's there?" a voice stated which belonged to Tom.

"Two girls."

"Well let them in. Don't keep them for yourself." Georg stated as he pulled Gustav out of the way.

Kyrista laughed and winked at me before walking into the room. I walked in after her.

"Twins!" Tom and Bill stated in unison.

Kyrista laughed and nodded. I stood there speechless; no ever knows that I'm Kyrista's twin.

"Who's older?" Tom asked.

"I am!" Kyrista stated, "By fifteen minutes and seven seconds."

I sighed; Kyrista always rubs it in my face that she is older.

"I'm Kyrista and this is Riley."

I nodded. Shit, I never even said a word.

When I looked around the room I caught Bill looking at me, when he caught my eye he smiled. I quickly averted my eyes and felt my face warm up.

Kyrista began to talk but I blocked out her voice and stared at the wall. Riley Anna Galea snap out of it, say something…anything, don't look useless. Maybe I should have stayed home and let Kyrista take one of her stupid friends.

Someone placed their hand on my shoulder and I flinched.

"Are you alright?" Bill asked.

I nodded. What I couldn't tell him was that he was making my heart race.

"Don't you hate when they rub it in your face?" Bill asked smiling down at me.

I cleared my throat and replied, "Rub what?"

"Rub that they are older by only minutes." Bill laughed.

"Oh that, yes it gets annoying."

"RILEY! Stop hogging Bill to yourself," Kyrista stated from the sofa.

"I'm not hogging anyone," I muttered under my breath.

"Why were you so shocked when Tom and I stated twins?" Bill asked as we walked to the others.

"Normally people don't think we're related at all," I replied softly.

"Tom and me get that all the time now," Bill pointed out.

"It's Tom and I," I whispered.

Oh hell, what was I thinking? Bill would never like a girl like me; his type should be spontaneous, I'm hardly ever spontaneous.

"I'm sorry; my English is not that good." Bill apologized.

What the heck, he heard me? Great now he going to think that I'm some grammar freak; which wouldn't be wrong at all, because I love grammar.

"Riley, did you not hear what Tom asked you?" Kyrista stated in her girly voice.

I shook my head.

"Are you sure you’re related?" Tom laughed.

Ouch. That hurt. I just got insulted by someone who I love.

"I wonder that myself sometimes," Kyrista replied.

I mentally smacked myself, thanks for defending me big sister.

"Ones talkative and the others a mute," Georg laughed.

Well excuse me for not being my stupid sister.

"Georg, ist sie nicht ein Stummer." Bill stated in his native tongue.

I wish I learned German in school instead of French; but no I was forced to learn French.

"Wohl, den sie nicht jetzt spricht, ist sie?" Georg stated.

"Sie konnte wie ich sein, und ich bin kein Stummer." Gustav stated crossing his arms.

What the hell is going on?



German Translations
Georg, ist sie nicht ein Stummer. = Georg, she isn't a mute.
Wohl, den sie nicht jetzt spricht, ist sie? = Well, she's not speaking now is she?
Sie konnte wie ich sein, und ich bin kein Stummer. = She can be like me, and I'm not a mute.

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and the english part omg if that would have been me (for sure no!!) i would have become red like a tomato literally
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"Um. Hello? You do know that we don't speak German!" Kyrista stated in a high pitch voice.

God, that woman takes my every thought and say it, making it sound so annoying.

"Oh yeah, sorry about that. Any way, the concert is going to start in like three minutes do you want to get your places in front of the three metre barrier?" Tom replied with a grin.

"Sure; but how do we get there?" Kyrista giggled.

"I'll show you two since I go out first on stage," Gustav offered.

"Kay, thanks," Kyrista smiled.

Gustav left the room and Kyrista followed him out. Before I left the room I stared at the others and wanted to say make it worth the sweat.; but nothing came out of my mouth. I hate being the shy and quiet twin; if I did try to say anything I'd probably stutter! It's funny, I talk normal at home but elsewhere I'm Miss Stutter.

"RILEY ANNA GALEA! Snap out of it!" Kyrista yelled into my ear.

I covered my ear and followed her out of the room the sound of laughter followed me.

"Alright, see Tobi? Go to him and he will let you through." Gustav stated as he pointed to Toby.

Although he didn't need to point; since I already know who he is from watching youtube videos. Thank the Lord for the internet.

"Alright, see you later," Kyrista stated giving Gustav a hug. I stood a few feet away from them; hell I feel awkward.

Once Gustav left Kyrista grabbed my arm and pulled me with her to Tobi. When got near Tobi, Tobi gave us a look and stated, "Why are you here?"

Without losing her cool Kyrista showed her pass and stated, "Gustav and Bill told us that you would let me and my little sister in front of the barrier."

I looked around and the venue was already half full; most of the girls were sending hate and jealous glares our way. A shiver went down my spine, some people are scary.

"Ah, and you have one too?" Tobi stated looking down at me.

I looked at my sister and she nodded saying, "Yes, I have both of ours, see?" she showed him both of our passes.

Maybe I should hold on to mine, "Hey, Rista. Let me hold my pass."

"That's a good idea, here."

I took my pass and pocketed it. Tobi let us into our places right in front of the stage in the middle.

"This is so exciting!" Kyrista laughed.

"Indeed."

Gustav walked to his drum set and sat down on his seat. He started the beat for Ready Set Go! then Georg and Tom came playing their guitars into their spots. Tom was on the right side of the stage; well my left actually, and Georg was on the other side.

This is actually happening, I am actually at a Tokio Hotel concert and I'm so close to them too. I never ever thought that I'd be this close to them. Just wow.

When Bill came onto the stage I got temporarily deaf by the screaming; of course I was also screaming, but no as much as my crazy sister.

Bill looked down at us and smiled as he sang; well maybe he was smiling at Kyrista. I sighed and sang along with him. A few minutes later they switched to the song Final Day, I hope they don't only sing in English.

Seven minutes and something seconds later I was soaked, not with water; but with sweat. And so far, being here is worth the sweat.

"I WANT TO HAVE YOUR BABIES BILL!"

I shook my head, who the hell would say something they probably regret? Sure, I love Bill Kaulitz, yes I'll admit it; but there is no way in hell that I would have his babies before actually knowing him.

When they were done performing Monsoon Bill turned around and walked to where Gustav was and grabbed a water bottle, once he got the bottle he drank from it. Good, he deserves it.

I gasped and jumped back in shock, when I looked up Tom had a smirk plastered to his face; my eyes travelled to his hands and I laughed. Tom splashed his water bottle at us. Thanks, that felt nice no matter how unexpected it was.

I wiped my hands on my jeans and felt something in my pockets, I put my hand in my pocket and got out my cheap digital camera; I totally forgot that I brought it with me. Thank you Tom! If it weren't for you I wouldn't have any memories.

For the past six minutes I've been taking pictures of Tokio Hotel, but mainly Bill. The scary part was, Bill looked like he was staring right at me in the picture.

"This is our last song, By your side" Bill stated into his microphone.

A chorus of boos found its way into the screams.

I shrugged and shook my head. Alright, I get why you don't want them to stop; but honestly do you want Bill to loose his voice? I don't.

"Psst. Riley, look up." Kyrista stated nudging me with her elbow.

I looked up and saw Bill staring at me as he sang, "Turn around, I am here. If you want it's me you'll see. Doesn't count, far or near. I can hold you when you reach for me."

When our eyes connected my blood went cold, this usually only happens when I have to present a school project in front of my class; meaning when I'm nervous. I averted my eyes and looked at the stage floor.

"Thank you!" Bill stated loudly before they all left the stage.

Almost immediately everyone stated chanting, "Tokio Hotel! Tokio Hotel!" Over and over again.

Kyrista started screaming, and I gave her a weird look.

"They have to sing one more song!" Kyrista stated with a smile.

I shrugged, I just want to get out of this heat. Riley and heat doesn't work; I already feel a headache coming on.

A few minutes later three of Tokio Hotel's crew members came on stage with three stools while they set up everyone went crazy. Two minutes later Gustav went back on stage followed by Georg, Bill and Tom. Bill had a white towel around his neck.

Without saying anything they sat down and started playing, Rescue Me. Yes, someone please rescue me from this heat.

After they finished the song Bill was standing up, or maybe he just stood up; I don't know I wasn't looking at them. "Thank you so much for coming, we'll come here again." Bill stated before he 'threw' his towel.

It landed on my head and I heard most of the girls behind the barrier groan. After Tom 'threw' his towel at Kyrista even more girls started groaning and booing. At least Gustav actually threw his sticks over us and too the others.

Then Bill walked of the stage after giving a smile. After he left Tom, Georg and Gustav proceeded in splashing water on all of us. I removed the towel from my head and held it in my hands. If I'm going to get splashed with water; then I'm going to feel it.

Once the others left the stage Tobi walked up to us and stated, "The boys want you."

Kyrista giggled and nodded before following Tobi out from the barrier, I followed her hearing the swear words from the other girls, I sighed.

"Riley, why are you so quiet?" Kyrista stated as we walked back to their room.

I shrugged, "Aren't I always quiet?"

Kyrista nodded and laughed before knocking on the door. We both heard, "Just a minute."

The door opened six minutes later, the guys had changed into different clothes. I wish I could do that.

"Did you like the show?" Tom stated from his spot on the couch. He was drinking coke, nasty stuff that is.

"It was brilliant." Kyrista stated.

A few seconds went by before Tom stated, "Did you like the show Riley?"

I nodded and turned around, without saying anything I left the room. I really don't want to be here anymore. I walked to the nearest exit and walked out.

Bad mistake. I should have known that there would be girls waiting outside.

"Where's the other girl with you?" Some girl stated.

"Is she fucking them, that whore?" Another yelled.

I shook my head, I hate when people insult my sister; only I can do that, because as her younger sister I have that right.

"They kicked you out, I guess they hate you," Some other girl stated as a few other laughed.

"I can't believe, Bill gave you his towel."

Just let them talk and just walk away. I don’t need to make a big deal out of anything.

"She's so stunned that she can't talk."

I looked at the girl who stated it and stated, "No. I'm too stunned to talk because of your stupidity and a half."

"Oh please, at least I'm better looking than you."

I shrugged. "At least I have morals, I can see that you don't." I stated pointing to her 'clothing'.

I swear the clothing that she is wearing doesn't properly cover her. Why do girls do this to themselves? It's insulting to us females; and my sister is one of them.

"What are you trying to say?"

I sighed. "If you're going to make a big deal out of me having his towel, then you can have it." I threw the towel in her face.

"Eww. It's like defiled now."

"Oh shut up, you're all acting like children. No, that's not fair, you're worse than children." I sighed.

I come out for fresh air, and what I get is more problems.

Come and rescue me; these girls are so annoying.

I'm glad that you got a laugh out of the first part.
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wwwwwwhhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeee i loved it...


I WANT TO HAVE YOUR BABIES BILL!"

I shook my head, who the hell would say something they probably regret? Sure, I love Bill Kaulitz, yes I'll admit it; but there is no way in hell that I would have his babies before actually knowing him
DUDE...girls r SO FUCKING ANNOYING!!!!!!! i agree with what u have to say here

I shrugged. "At least I have morals, I can see that you don't." I stated pointing to her 'clothing'.

I swear the clothing that she is wearing doesn't properly cover her. Why do girls do this to themselves? It's insulting to us females; and my sister is one of them.
and here as well, if u do believe in what u wrote ...

apart from tht
I liked it a lot!

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wwwwwwhhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeee i loved it...


I WANT TO HAVE YOUR BABIES BILL!"

I shook my head, who the hell would say something they probably regret? Sure, I love Bill Kaulitz, yes I'll admit it; but there is no way in hell that I would have his babies before actually knowing him
DUDE...girls r SO FUCKING ANNOYING!!!!!!! i agree with what u have to say here

I shrugged. "At least I have morals, I can see that you don't." I stated pointing to her 'clothing'.

I swear the clothing that she is wearing doesn't properly cover her. Why do girls do this to themselves? It's insulting to us females; and my sister is one of them.
and here as well, if u do believe in what u wrote ...

apart from tht
I liked it a lot!

Indeed...girls like that are annoying.

Well, of course, I believe in what I wrote. =]

I'm glad that you like it. =]

its very cool but theres one thing i dont understand why riley has to be so quiet i mean she has TokioHotel infront of her what else does she want dancing water??

xXxKirstyxXx wrote:

its very cool but theres one thing i dont understand why riley has to be so quiet i mean she has TokioHotel infront of her what else does she want dancing water??

Her quietness will be explained in the next chapter...or the next chapter after that...I think.

Haha. Dancing water.

Brilliant! Thanks for giving me an idea!

Ugh. I have a headache and my nose burns and is running like crazy. Not to mention my voice sounds sick. Ja. I'm sick.

Spring][Nicht wrote:

Indeed...girls like that are annoying.

Well, of course, I believe in what I wrote. =]

I'm glad that you like it. =]

oops..i wrote i liked it...srry my mistake

I LOVED IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Spring][Nicht wrote:

xXxKirstyxXx wrote:

its very cool but theres one thing i dont understand why riley has to be so quiet i mean she has TokioHotel infront of her what else does she want dancing water??

Her quietness will be explained in the next chapter...or the next chapter after that...I think.

Haha. Dancing water.

Brilliant! Thanks for giving me an idea!

Ugh. I have a headache and my nose burns and is running like crazy. Not to mention my voice sounds sick. Ja. I'm sick.

aww gws then!!!

yea lol thats funny dancing water xD it just come spontaneusly(or how the hell you write it)

"Don't act all high and mighty; I know that you're acting."

What the heck is that girl going on about? How can I act, if I can't even speak properly? I shook my head, honestly, sometimes girls are so stupid.

"Why are you shaking your head? Do you want to fight or something?"

Whoa, hold on over there. I did not come out here to get into a fight.

"No, I don't want to fight; all I want to do is go home." I replied.

"Sure, I bet that you want Bill; but Bill doesn't want you."

"Excuse me. I'll admit that I do like Bill; but that doesn't mean that I want to fuck him. I'm a fan not a groupie." I stated loudly, "And I highly doubt that he'd fuck any of you."

Wait a minute; did I really speak that loud? Wow.

The door opened and the girls started screaming Bill's name and they started to run. Oh shit, I'm going to get trampled.

Immediately a bunch of bodyguards held of the girls while someone grabbed my arm and dragged me back into the building. The person who had grabbed me shut the door before turning back to me.

"Are you alright?" Bill asked.

I nodded, did Bill hear all that? I hope not.

"Some girls are very scary." Bill stated with a shudder.

"Tell me about it, I live with one of those." I stated.

I slapped my hand over my mouth in surprise. I'm actually talking.

Bill laughed softly and stated, "I appreciate it."

All that came out of my mouth was, "Eh?"

"The fact that you don't want to fuck me." Bill stated with a smile, as he air quoted the word fuck.

Oh shit, he did hear. "I'm sorry."

Bill arched his right eyebrow and gave me a confused look; he looked cute.

"Why are you sorry?" Bill questioned, "You did not wrong."

"It's you did no wrong. Well, I assumed that you wouldn't do things and I was rude." I replied with a shrug.

"You're cute, and you're absolutely correct. I wouldn't do anything with them." Bill replied with a smile.

Good, at least he had morals-- hang on, did he just call me cute?! Never in my life would I have thought that anyone, much less Bill, would ever call me cute.

"Ah. What's wrong?" Bill stated putting a hand on my shoulder.

"Nothing, why?" I replied.

"You're crying." Bill stated touching my cheeks.

Shit, it happened again. How I cry without noticing is beyond me.

"You want to know the truth?" I asked weakly.

Bill nodded.

"What you said shocked me very greatly, in my real life boys don't approach me or talk to me. So I guess that there is something wrong with me. This shirt that I'm wearing isn't even me. It's my sisters and I normally never wear eyeshadow. I'm sorry for trying to act like someone else." I stated quickly.

Bill looked down at me for a few minutes in silence.

"Bill! Riley! There you are, we've been looking for you all over!" Kyrista exclaimed as she approached us along with Tom.

Thanks for calling out Bill's name first.

"Why the hell did you walk out when Tom asked you something?" Kyrista stated as she pulled me away.

"I wasn't feeling good; but as usual you never noticed." I stated rolling my eyes.

Kyrista's eyes widened. I bet she's surprised that I replied.

"You can't expect me to know everything," Kyrista replied feebly.

I nodded, "I know, I've learned that."

"You do talk," Tom laughed.

"Tom!" Bill stated in a warning tone.

Tom gave Bill a weird look before shrugging.

"Tom," I stated, "It was worth the sweat."

"What?" Tom stated in shock.

Someone's got a dirty mind.

"I meant the show." I replied.

"Oh." Tom stated with a laugh.

"Why are we standing in a hallway?" Kyrista randomly stated.

I shrugged.

"Let's go back into the room," Tom stated before walking away, with Kyrista behind him.

I shrugged once again and followed them, it's not like there's anything else to do. When I entered the room Georg stated, "Welcome back."

I looked over at him and smiled, Georg and Gustav were playing some videogame.

"Hey, no fair, I want to play." Tom whined as he joined them.

"Wait your turn." Georg laughed.

Kyrista sat down on the sofa near Tom and started talking to him. It's funny, how they have a TV, game station, sofas and a fridge in a room where they won't spend much time in.

"Come with me while they are occupied," Bill whispered from next to me.

I flinched; I didn't even notice that he was there. I nodded and he stood up, he reached over and helped me up.

"Thanks."

Bill smiled and we sneaked out of the room. It's not like we needed to though; Georg and Gustav were focused in the game, while Kyrista and Tom sucked the life out of each other.

"Sorry about my sister," I stated at the same time as Bill stated, "Sorry about my brother."

Bill laughed and I smiled; and that's when I started feeling awkward. When I start thinking too much I start getting nervous about the littlest things.

"Hallo? Earth to Riley?"

I blinked and saw a waving hand that belonged to Bill in front of my face.

"Um. Hi." I replied.

"You're funny; but why were you ignoring me?" Bill whined.

"I wasn't ignoring you, honest. I was just thinking about-"

"I was joking, relax!" Bill stated cutting me short.

"Oh."

"So who liked Tokio Hotel longer?" Bill asked after a minute.

"Me. Kyrista just got into them because I wouldn't stop listening and apparently sleep talking about you."

"You dream about me?" Bill asked arching his eyebrow.

I felt my face heat up as I shook my head quickly.

"Stop that, you're going to crick or crink your neck." Bill stated, "You're so easy to tease."

Jesus, I hope that he can't hear my heart; I bet it's pounding thirty times a second--okay maybe not that much; but still.

"Riley, you're ignoring me again. Do you always zone out?" Bill stated as he snapped his fingers.

"Yes."

"Ja you're purposely ignoring me or ja you always zone out?"

"I always zone out!" I stated a little too loudly. Bill chuckled and smiled.

If I was an anime character I'd be in a puddle on the floor right about now. I don't know if I can explain how amazing Bill's smile is; well it makes me feel special.



I jumped into the air and quickly took out my vibrating cell phone; what in the world? I rarely get calls, and when I do it's either from my sister or my parents.

"Hello?" I stated into my simple cell phone.

"Wie geht es Ihnen?" Bill stated with a laugh.

I looked up at him and noticed that he was talking on his own cell phone; I wonder how I ended up hearing him through my cell phone. "Hello?" I repeated again.

"Ja. Hallo. Willkommen zurück." Bill stated giving me a smile before he pocketed his cell phone.

Holy shit, I guess he really was talking to me from his cell phone; but how the hell did get my number? Hell even I don't know my own number.

"Okay. How did you call me?" I asked as I returned my cell into my pocket.

"By punching your number," Bill replied with a duh tone.

"Alright, but how did you get my number?" I asked.

"Your sister."

Oh. Why the hell did he want my number for?

"I like your ringtone." Bill commented.

He should it is his song; well at least the German chorus of <I>Durch den Monsun</I> the Japanese version. I like the beat to it.

"So do I."

"So do I sing good Japanese?" Bill asked.

I shrugged, "Better than me."

"You sing!?" Bill exclaimed.

I shook my head. "No."

Bill gave me a weird look before shrugging. I held in the sigh that wanted to come out; I'm so boring that Bill doesn't know what to say to me anymore.

"Why do you always zone out?" Bill stated as he clapped his hands in front of my face.

"It's what I've been doing for the past twelve years." I replied with a sigh.

"Why?"

I shrugged. I'm not going to tell him anything that will make me seem even more pathetic then I already am.

"Why?" Bill stated again a little more loudly and he crossed his arms.

Is he mad at me? What did I do to him? Oh yeah, I barged into his life. I quietly looked up at him and met his gaze. I have to admit, he made me want to tell him everything about my pitiful life; but I won't.

"Here I am trying to have a talk with you, and you block me out like I'm a curse!" Bill exclaimed after a minute, "Do you hate me?"

My vision got blurred by tears that threatened to spill. How could Bill think that I hate him? I silently screamed and stated, "I don't hate you. I hate myself."

"Hey now, that's not true." Bill stated softly.

"Yes, it is. I feel so pathetic; I don't know what I want to do anymore. I can't seem to bring anything into this world. I just want to change." I replied softly.

"How many seventeen year olds you know that know what they want to do?" Bill asked.

I shrugged, "None."

"You do bring stuff into this world. Erstens, you gave your sister someone to protect. Zweitens you have give me laughs. I like laughing. There is nothing wrong with you."

I shrugged. What am I supposed to say to that? How many times has my sister protected me? Once or twice when we were really young, perhaps.

"Come with me, up to the roof." Bill stated.

Why do you want to go on the roof? Does he want to chuck me off the edge? Riley this is no time to be sarcastic; but what if he will?

I looked back up at Bill--firstly, I'm shorter than him I'm only five feet seven inches; Bill is nearly six feet two inches. Secondly, I always look down for some reason. Bill stared at me as he leaned against the wall; he looked like he was waiting for me to say something.

"H-how are you g-going to get on the roof?" I asked.

Bill smiled and stated, "With the stairs! And out through the door?"

"They usually keep the doors locked."

Bill's smile turned into a smirk and he stated, "I've got keys."

Okay, do I want to know where he got the keys from? And what is with that smirk?

"W-who gave them to you?" I whispered.

"I found them."

"You found them?" I repeated.

"Ja. They were on the hook in one of the room so I took it." Bill replied.

I stared at him in surprise, "So you stole them?"

"Nein, I only borrowed them since they looked lonely." Bill replied stepping away from the wall with the keys in his hand.

"Come with me, up to the roof?" Bill stated.

"Fine, but I'm blaming you if we get in trouble."

Bill smiled and nodded happily, before skipping out of the room we were in. I walked after him and followed him to where ever he was going. Hopefully, he knows where he is going.

"Here is the door!" Bill sang.

"How do you know if it's the r-right one?" I asked.

"You can read, yes?" Bill replied pointing to the sign on the door.

I nodded; great I just made a fool out of myself, once again. I watched as Bill tried three different keys before he went, "Ah-ha!"

He opened the door and stated, "Ladies first."

I shook my head and whispered, "You first."

Bill shrugged and entered the staircase first, he turned to me and once I started walking up the stairs behind him, he smiled. I guess he thought I was going to leave him alone.

After a few minutes of silent walking we finally made it to the top; Bill unlocked the door and stepped out into the cool, quiet, night.

"I always do this when I can," Bill stated as he walked to the center of the roof.

"Oh," I stated, "Why?"

"Because, it is relaxing and I can be myself." Bill stated with a sigh.

I nodded and stared at Bill who was staring at the sky.

"Do you ever feel like screaming?" Bill asked as he turned to me.

I shrugged. Sometimes, I guess.

"What's a shrug supposed to mean?" Bill asked with a laugh.

I shrugged again and mentally slapped myself; I'm such an idiot.

"Well just relax and let them come to you."

"Let what come to me?"

"Huh. I don't know. Excuse my English." Bill stated with a sheepish laugh.

I smiled to myself and sat down by the wall of the door. The door is in the middle of the roof with three walls around the door. Urgh. I suck at describing things.

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!"

German Translations
Wie geht es Ihnen? = How are you?
Ja. Hallo. Willkommen zurück. = Yes. Hello. Welcome back.
Erstens. = Firstly.
Zweitens. = Secondly.

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I jumped up from the ground with a shriek. What in tarnations just happened? Bill didn't fall off the roof did he? Oh God. Don't tell me that he committed suicide. Oh Lord.

"Whoa. Calm down!" Bill laughed as stood in front of me.

I flinched jumping back and let out a big sigh.

"Are you alright? You look like you see a ghost!" Bill stated as he peered down at me.

"Y-you scared the bejesus out of me!" I stated trying to calm my racing heart.

"Bejesus? What's that?"

"You scared the living day lights out of me." I restated placing my right hand over my heart.

"Oh. I'm sorry." Bill smiled.

"That's alright but next time warn me before screaming like that. I thought you fell off the roof or something." I stated softly.

"Aww thanks you care about me," Bill laughed.

Of course I care about you. Wait a minute; did I just think what I think I thought? I guess I like Bill. Gosh, that is so strange, since I'm no good for him or anyone for that-- I jumped at the touch on my shoulder.

"You're doing it again!" Bill whined as he pouted.

"Sorry," I apologized.

"Scream."

"What?"

"Scream." Bill repeated.

"Why?"

"You'll feel better."

"Huh?"

"You're so cute when you act clueless," Bill laughed.

Thank God it's dark out here or Bill would totally see this wretched blush across my cheeks.

"Do what I do."

I looked up at him and without any warning Bill let out a huge scream; almost like a lion. I covered my ears with my hands and gave him a glare. I told him to warn me before screaming; this boy sure does have a pair of good lungs.

"See now you try."

I shook my head. I can't possibly scream in front of Bill; it'd be too embarrassing.

"Aren't you afraid of getting people’s attention?"

Bill shrugged. "Not really, but I know that you are and I don't know why."

I shrugged stating, "People are different."

Bill nodded his head and stated with smile, "Exactly! People are different."

"But, I'm a bad kind of different."

Bill arched his eyebrow at me and stated, "How do you know this?"

I shrugged. "I just do."

"Well I don't think you're bad. I only know you for two hours and I know that you are a kind, funny, shy, quiet girl." Bill stated with a smile.

What the heck do I say to that? What would Kyrista do in my position? I snorted she would most likely throw herself at him; well that is if she was interested in that type of boy.

"What's so funny?" Bill asked.

"Huh?"

"You snorted, why?"

"Oh. That. I was just thinking about my sister."

"Oh, ja. Your sister is funny looking," Bill stated with a serious expression.

"Are you saying that I'm funny looking?" I questioned with a slight smile.

Bill burst out laughing. "Yes."

Is he being serious or is he just kidding around; ugh, I don't know I don't talk to the opposite sex much.

"--king."

"What?"

"I said I was only joking."

"Oh."

After that Bill sat down and leaned his back against the wall. I sat down about a feet away from him and stared ahead; I bet that things are going to become really, really, awkward.

Bill started humming to himself and I smiled, he was humming one of his own songs. He looked so relaxed staring at the starry sky; whereas I am uncomfortable with just being around him.

I wonder if any of the others realized that Bill and I are missing. Knowing Kyrista she and Tom are probably busy; harsh but true. Georg and Gustav looked so intense earlier while playing, so they're probably still playing.

I stuck my left hand into my left pocket and grabbed my cell phone without a sound; I quickly checked the digital numbers on the screen. Ten thirty-two pm. Where the heck did the time fly?

Today is going to be burned into my mind; I will never ever forget this day. The day I actually met and 'hanged' out with Bill Kaulitz. This will most likely be my one and only happy memory.

I turned to my right and saw Bill with his eyes closed; wait is he sleeping? If he is, then it makes everything so much easier.

As the minutes passed by the air grew colder, it felt nice. I just hope that Bill won't catch a cold; it's a good thing he changed his clothes after the concert. I sighed, should I wake Bill up or should I leave him sleep?

My cell phone started vibrating and I let out a scream, I was not expecting a call.

"Au mein Gott! Was ist falsch?" Bill stated loudly as he jumped into the air.

I laughed, the sight was just hilarious.

"Um. Bill I don't really under--"

"Are you alright?" Bill exclaimed cutting me off in mid-sentence.

I nodded.

Bill sighed and placed his left hand over his heart. I smiled, let’s see how Bill likes being in my position.

"You almost give me heart attack," Bill stated as he looked down at me.

"Revenge is a bitch." I stated with a laugh.

"You did that on purpose?" Bill questioned, "No fair, you waited until I was asleep. You cheat."

Okay, so I didn't scream on purpose; but Bill doesn't know that, does he? I'll just let him think that I did scream to scare him.

"Ja. And I didn't cheat. You never told me that I couldn't scream when you were asleep." I replied, "Anyway, now do you k-know how I felt before?"

"Ja. You are right." Bill stated, "But I'll get you back."

I laughed. "Thanks for giving me a w-warning to prepare."

Bill stared at me for a moment before groaning, "Nein, forget I say that."

"Sure, I just erased it from my mind." I replied sarcastically.

"Gut gut."

Suddenly the sound of thunder rumbled loudly in the air; both Bill and I yelped in shock. After a few seconds we looked at each other and laughed.

"See, that wasn't so bad, so can you?" Bill asked through laughs.

"Can I what?" I questioned.

"Scream with me."

"It's going to rain." I pointed out.

"Please, just scream with me! I promise it will make you feel better."

"Fine." I stated, "But I'm blaming you if we get in trouble."

Bill laughed, "Sure."

After a few seconds Bill started to scream and I just stared at him, should I actually scream? When Bill caught my eye he glared at me, I laughed and shrugged before joining him.

After about fifteen seconds Bill started screaming louder, is he trying to get me to scream louder? Oh hell, what the heck, I stopped screaming and sucked in air before screaming again; trying to be louder than Bill.

I just hope my voice won't give out and that I won't pass out, because without breathing your body shuts down. Bill stopped screaming and I kept screaming until I dropped to my knees.

"Au mein Gott, a-are you al- al-right?" Bill stated as he appeared by my side on his knees.

I held up my hand and breathed in all the air that I could; this was embarrassing, but for some reason it feels good, after a while I stated, "You were right."

"Of course I'm always right," Bill stated, "Wait. Why am I right again?"

I laughed, "I feel good. Screaming made everything disappear for a moment."

"See, but what I didn't want to happen is you hurt."

"Huh? Well, like you say," I stated, "Scream even if it hurts you."

Bill laughed at my attempt to sing.

"I know I suck."

"Nein. You're too cute."

"Stop calling me cute, I'm not a child Bill Terrance Kaulitz." I stated crossing my arms across my chest; I once again thank the darkness.

"Terrance?" Bill stated confused, "I'm not Terrance."

"I know, instead of using the word irritance I changed it into a name." I stated, I know that irritance isn't a real word, but Bill shouldn't know that.

"Oh. You're smart," Bill sang.

"Thanks." I stated getting up from the ground, or should I say roof, "Want to do it again?"

"Gladly, this time no fainting, yes?"

I nodded and opened my mouth and let out a scream, which really wanted to come out; Bill laughed and then joined me in our screaming fest.

A few seconds later I felt something wet drop on me; which made both me and Bill stop screaming, then Bill screamed for another reason all together. Thunder and lightning flashed over us, I saw Bill's scared expression.

"Is little Bill afraid of getting wet?" I teased; wow screaming sure changes a person.

"Nein, I don't want to get shocked," Bill stated, "Do you?"

"Uh, no."

Bill laughed and ran back down into the building, he actually left me; how could I even dare think that he would wait for me. I shrugged and walked into the building.

"What took you so long?"

I jumped up at Bill's voice; I didn't think he would wait for me.

"What's wrong?"

"Nothing. I thought you left."

"Nein. I wouldn't do that." Bill smiled.

"What are we going to do now?"

"Good question, let's go bother our older siblings." Bill suggested.

"That we can do," I smiled, taking off my wet hoodie and tied it around my waist.

We started walking down the stairs when I tripped, and fell into Bill.

"Ouch."

"Are you okay?" Bill stated trying not to smile.

"Yes, I just smashed my elbow into the metal railing." I replied, rubbing my right elbow.

Bill grabbed my elbow and before I could react he brought my arm up and planted a kiss on my elbow; I felt the heat rush up to my face, if that wasn't bad enough my mouth made a funny sound.

"Bill's kiss makes booboos go away faster," Bill smiled down at me.

I merely looked at his chest, what can I say to that?

"I don't trust you, you might fall again and this time actually hurt yourself."

"I didn't fall I tripped over something."

"It’s all the same," Bill stated taking a hold of my hand.

"Um. What are you doing?"

"Holding your hand." Bill stated with a duh voice.

"I know that," I stated, "But why?"

"Because you might fall again."

I groaned and Bill started walking down the stairs again. If you don't think this is awkward, then nothing is to you.

When we made it down all of the stairs Bill, to my disappointment, let go of my hand to relock the door; I wonder if he locked the door upstairs.

"What do you think our lovely twins are doing?" Bill asked as we walked to the room.

"I do not want to know." I stated. Bill laughed.

"What do you think Georg and Gustav are doing?" I asked.

"Looking for you two."

I turned around to see Gustav and Georg walking up to us.

"Where the hell have you two been? Swimming in a pool?" Georg stated as he noticed our wet clothing.

"We were on the roof." Bill laughed.

"Again?"

Bill nodded and stuck is tongue out at Georg; I laughed.

"So you’re not a mute?" Georg stated.

"Are you deaf?" Gustav stated turning to Georg.

"Shut up loser." Georg stated.

"Loser?" Bill and I stated at the same time.

"Ja. I kicked his ass eleven times." Georg boasted.

"We'd love to stay and hear your winning; but we'd like to bother our twins." Bill stated grabbing my hand.

Before anyone could react, Bill started to walk and half dragged me along. I sped up and stated, "Whoa, slow down."

"Au. Sorry." Bill stated, "It's just that they could go on forever."

I nodded and entered the room; Tom and Kyrista where nowhere to be found.

"Where do you think they are?" I asked.

"Hopefully not in a hotel room."

I nodded in agreement.

"Shh. I hear something." Bill softly whispered, pointing to the small hallway in the room.

Was that hallway always there? I shrugged and tiptoed after Bill.

Once we turned the corner we saw Tom and Kyrista lying on a sofa 'making out'. Bill turned to me and gave me an evil grin.

I wonder if Bill is thinking of doing what I'm thinking. I looked up at Bill and mouthed 'on the count of three.'

Bill nodded and slowly put up one finger after another; once the third finger was up we both ran and screamed, "STOP! MAKING BABIES!"

Kyrista let out a scream and Tom jumped away from Kyrista and onto the floor. Kyrista fixed her shirt while Tom yelled, "WHAT WAS THAT FOR?"

"That was for trying to impregnate my sister." I laughed.

"Did you two plan that?" Kyrista stated clearly pissed.

"Nope," I stated at the same time as Bill stated, "Nein."

"What are you two?" Tom stated arching his eyebrow at us, as he looked at me in utter shock.

That's a very good question; I'm not going to say anything before Bill does.

"We're newly best friends." Bill sang as he smiled down at me.

Screaming leads to healing, at least in my case it does; and it's all thanks to Bill, who gave me the chance.

German Translation
Au mein Gott! Was ist falsch? -- Oh my God! What is wrong?

Ja. There you have it the final chapter to Given The Chance To Scream.
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